最近很烦，很不开心~

最近，我很烦啊~

都不知该如何是好哇？！~

我真的会被你们搞得我有神经病的啊~

我真不明白你喜欢我什么？！

我哪里好？

我不喜欢你呀！我只是把你当哥哥那样！

我只是喜欢你那哥哥的感觉而已啊~

为什么你就是喜欢逼人？

为什么你就是要惹得我想要和你吵架？

为什么你就是不理人家的感受？

到底为什么？

面对家人我以觉得很烦了！

那天和家人吵后，你打来~

我其实真的很想吵架了的！

我忍了下来，慢慢和你说！

你还挂我的电话？！

那时我想，不理你再打来多少次！

我是不会接你的电话了！

我真的很烦啊！~

因为你我都不知要怕多少次，多久才够？！

我真的好想离开这！

去一个没人认识我的地方！

我恨在这里，这有烦恼有人认识我的地方！

好想离家出走啊 ~ ~ ~ ！！！ >_<

我到底该怎么办啊？？！！~ 

我不想再哭了！哭得很累很辛苦啊！

很烦。。。很想逃避~

有一个人要追我，我承认，我对他也有一点感觉，但我都是三分钟热度的！

我本来就不知如何去爱一个人！

因为我不喜欢被人绑着，不喜欢被人缠着，我更不喜欢要受人的气！

这样我会很受不了！>_<

我真得很烦！为什么我的朋友要和他说我喜欢他？

我真的还没确定我是否真的喜欢他！

我不想伤害他人，但我不知道怎么办~

我很讨厌自己很讨厌我的性格啊~

有谁能帮我啊？？？~

我很烦很辛苦啊~

真的很想死掉算了！！！

我不会怪我那个朋友，因为她还不了解我~ 没关系~ ^^

我很想解决这事，但很难啊~

真的真的很难~

真的真的很想死掉啊！！！>_<

到底我应该怎么做怎么办？？ :T.T:

最近~



最近，我都不是很开心！

不是因为父母弟弟们，就是因为朋友们！

父母没有想过会伤害到我的小小心灵！

弟弟没有体会过我的辛苦！

朋友没有想过我为什么这么做！

这都是因为我爱你们关心你们啊~

为什么你们就不能反过来关心我疼爱我谅解我呢？！

我真的有那么令你们讨厌吗？

我真的做错了吗？！

落我真的有错，那能不能请你们原谅我？！给我一个机会呢？

对不起，我的朋友们！

对不起，我的家人！

请你们原谅我！

我也会原谅你们！

认识我的人，了解我的人都知道我不是小气鬼哦~

上帝说过一句话：

“你要他 / 她 / 它人怎么对待你，你就要先怎么对待他 / 她 / 它人”！

一定要记得这句话哦！ ~

加油吧！我的朋友与家人们！

o(^_^)o

IR Night ~

Yesterday I 'm going to IR Night with my fren ~

Before we go ,we go make up 1st ~ Then go meet with other fren ~

when my fren saw me is really don me is who ~ XD

They say me very not like me ~ =.=

I at IR Night saw him ~ But me n my fren go were mask ,so he just know my fren don know me ~

Cuz my fren also same tuition with me n him ~ So he know is she ~

When I did were mask alrd ,he saw me he like cannot belive is me ~

Cuz really not me ~ XP  My fren also say like that ~ XD

But I saw him at there一直看过来me here ~ I don know y . . . . . .

Cuz I with my fren together ma ~ I don know wat problem la ~

I go where , where gt he at there ~ >_<

So I go away form him ~ Don know y ~ >_<

But we r VERY happy n high ~ We dance very very high ~ ^^

But our leg is very pain ~ T.T

Cuz I were 11.5 cm de 高跟鞋~ Is my fren de ~

Got some small , but my leg is big ~ >_<

Really VERY pain ~ T.T

美吗？^^

Still sick !!!!!

Lolx ~I think want die le la ! Start form monday untill now still咳嗽! >_<

Don know when can stop it ?!

I hope fast,cuz I need go IR Night at this saturday ~

2day is a very nice day ~ I ply with my tuition fren,it was very funny lo ~ XD

But now I was VERY think a ppl ~

Don know y ~ >_<

I alrd say don want saw him,but my heart ......

How can I do ?? I don want Injured ! It was very sad de ~

I think 2 ppl who were he like ??!!!

Haizzzzz ..............................................................................

Help me a ~ >_< 

T.T

2day gt some sad but happy alrd ~

2day at school was very boring lo !

xin go sit with other ppl,just me one ppl sit ~ >_<

2day I with my fren celebrate we fren n teacher's B'day ~

Gt some wrong ~ >_<  But also happy la ~

After tuition I with my family go to eat at after 拜神后的酒席！

I don know 2day wat happent to me ~

I saw many ppl in here work ! >_<

I saw my "kai" bro(bear) , jiang man n建安~

Then when I go back I just say bye with bear only ~ XP

I need sleep le ~ Good 9 le ~

我很像在避开他哦~

Y I chg all the tuition time ?? Is because him ?

But I ......Like Is but also like not ~ 。。。

Maybe two also gt gua ~ But像meh ??

I chg tuition time Is because I gt help my mum work n I need more time to rest only ma ~

Y my tuition fren want say me chg tuition time Is cuz him leh ??!!

But I ...... Also like gt some Is cuz him !

Oh ~ I want become a crazy ppl le la !!!!!  >_<

Help me ~ T.T